i just cant control my emotions now.. its a funny thing when you're thinking too much into things and if u take a step back and realise just how what you thought the situation was.. is actually not the same at all. i just cant write about how i feel now im just sort of lost. it just seems like a dream that i dont want to wake up from but the question of what if? just keeps appearing in my mind. my heart cant comprehend such feelings now it just seems to be flowing.. God you say we should be masters of our emotions but i just cant seem to control it whenever i think of it this way. this side of me is just one not many have seen and i dont think they would understand except for those few that i have shown it to. ha i dont know what im saying right now. it seems like im going crazy... i just felt that i had to write it out to let out the feelings that im having now.
please disregard this.. its just me talking nonsense
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