looking back at where we first met.

after reading some posts about the past, i cant help but miss the good old days which now seem like a ever so fleeting dream, cuz all of us have our cliques and stuff now.


one thing i have to agree with is that we're definitely drifting apart, sometimes its due to the fact that some issues that have happened in the past year which have changed our attitudes and ways we see each other.


If theres one thing i hate its wearing a mask, everytime i try to take it off... events, circumstances and happenings dampen my spirits and forces me to put on that mask again so much so sometimes i just give up trying and not say anything at all.

and yea, school is definitely not like it used to be with all the changes in classes and sometimes politics, gossiping. rare per say but none the less it still happens. this is not directed at anyone, its just my thoughts.

FOOD POISIONING

food poisoning ytd. all thanks to the wonderful noodles i cooked HAHAHA!!! i wish i didn't eat lunch b4 going to church LOLS!! IF ONLY IF ONLY i didn't mix the egg in the soup IF ONLY IF ONLY the egg was cooked, i wouldn't have the feverish feeling. IF ONLY is the one thing i don't regret. I'm Glad it happened.



why do u say that? NICK ARE U MAD?!?! u want to be sick?
NO DUH! School starts on mon and i know my body very well. whenever i get that feeling i go down for 3 days straight. Well God had other plans, i really gotta thank Him for that. At the time when june was sharing about Bondage breaker, i was feeling better after praying but still it was lingering around. right up to the point i reached home.

Of course i still continued praying but the heat was like continuously spreading, to be honest it felt like deja vu all over again. just like the time when i first entered into God's presence, i was sick as well mind you! LOLS! and its the same food poisoning haha!

so the SCARY THING WAS that i REMEMBERED THE BEE i was talking to kaixin about the night before and IT NEVER LEFT MY ROOM! then i heard the buzzing sound... SHUCKS! what is it doing in my room at this point of time. and before i knew it. I CAUGHT SOMETHING ON MY NECK! YUCKS!

IT WAS THE STINKING BEE!!! well of course i threw i with all my "remaining" strength and the rest was history. the sting was still on according to my mum who came in later LOLS! thank God for that.

and yups! WOKE UP TODAY AND TADA! im well again! THANK GOD FOR THAT! hahah!

help! im having a slang problem!

man help! im having a slang problem! i can't switch back!!! wells today was pretty cool hanging out with kev and celebrating gladys' birthday. saw a cool phone, the motorola v8. guess im nt going to get it, better wait for the v9. its REALLY stlyish.

tmr's the last day of camp for the kids. man im so gonna miss those little guys.

mon - wed

well many things have happened during the past few days. from the kids to new friends to new responsiblities to new everything ha even to the extent in the change of skin colour.


YES, IM BURNT RED! haha wish i could take a photograph and show u guys but yea, i don't wanna have anyone getting nosebleeds yea! hahah just kidding.


well, i think at the end of this camp im gonna miss those little monsters =p even though their noisy, rough, playful and a whole lot more other reasons which go on and on. I still love them! ahah.


Seeing the smiles on their faces while their having fun or trying to get your attention just warms my heart. EVEN THOUGH it hurts sometimes too lols!



many things have changed in the past few days, on tues we gt a new member joining us... well not so new ha! yup so in addition to gladys, olivia, wendy, jason, edwin and i, we have 7 ppl =D


so whos this mystery person? hha its none other then kaixin lols! for those who are from church, yea you know her! she came before =)



so WEDNESDAY! the double tenth.

the day that was supposed to be the killer UNCOOL WET DIRTY day turned out pretty well! we brought the jurong east swimming complex. in the morning i was thinking MAN! theres alot of kids! hows 3 ppl gonna handle such a rowdy bunch!


but well yea 5 ppl's ok =D LOLS! ahhh what the heck lols! ur getting bored right? LOLS!so yup thats it. "short" and sweet haha!

friday!

its friday! i did something completely utterly meaningless today to kill time while waiting for gladys and olivia ha!

i walked from far east plaza to plaza sing and back just to check something out. well anyway, the passport size photo taken today was absolutelyyyyy ugggghhhhh!!!!

hahah! thanks to gladys who this morning sms me... ehhh bring ur passport size photo!! hahaha ! jk jk. (no -ing-, corrected by junyi -.- ) hahah! im not blaming anyone, just myself ha!




met gladys n oli's friend, wendy. hahah! hmmm so after briefing i know so much.

mission code name: KIDDY CAMP!
target: KIDS
Attire: Shirt, 3 quarts
Safety precaution level: RED



hahah mannnn kids =d hahah!! sounds like fun! but 3 quarts!!! swimwear? whooooooo! in orchard hahah! thats a first for me =D



you never know till you try they always say ha!





and yea, while browsing through the ngee ann website just now i found this!!

if ur wondering gosh how come their dressed like that ? thats cuz its GE ladies and gentlemen, granado esparda ha! the lady in white behind me is perlyn ha, other than that, i dont know anyone else ha!

just an announcement to make: JIASHENG,JACKSON,KENNY &KAIHIONG we gotta meet next week to draft our testimonials for OCBC! contact me asap pls.

Take You Back

Jeremy Camp - Take You Back

The reason why I stand

The answer lies in you

You hung to make me strong

Though my praise was few

When I fall and bring your name down

But I have found in you

A heart that pleads forgiveness

Replacing all these thoughts

Of painful memories

But I know That your response will always be

[Chorus]

I'll take you back always

And even when your fight is over now

Even when your fight is over now

I'll take you back always

And even when the pain is coming through

Even when the pain is coming through

I'll take you back

You satisfy this cry Of what I'm looking for

And I take all I can

And lay it down Before the throne of endless grace, now

That radiates what's true

I'm in the only place

That erases all these faults

That have overtaken me

But I know That your response will always be

[Repeat Chorus]

I can only speak With a grateful heart

As I'm pierced by this gift

Of your love

I will always bring an offering
I can never thank you enough

[Chorus Two]

You'll take me back always

And even when my fight is over now

Even when my fight is over now

You'll take me back always

And even when my pain is coming through

Even when my pain is coming through

You'll take me back always

Even when my fight is over now

Even when my fight is over now

You'll take me back always

Even when my pain is coming through

Even when my pain is coming through

You'll take me back

This song really touched my heart and it reminds me that no matter what we've done, God will take us back. He'll never leave or forsake us. This song draws me to worship God in a way thats personal and in a way i know Him.

one closes another opens

haha, i never thought i'd miss working... i guess its pretty boring to be at home during the holidays. but well yea, i guess i'll be working next week tgt with gladys and oli, well see how it goes ha. if i do work, its gonna be the first time working as a so called camp "teamleader" or something like that for kids haha @ american club hah! sounds like fun though so why not! hah.