One Word: Confused

Heyy Guys Its been a really long time since i've blogged.. i admit Poly life is very hectic and along with that comes times when we find it very difficult to even stay positive and happy about things and the world around us. I feel that i have to yet another point in my life whereby things get Dark and Gloomy again . I dont know if im Sick Or just depressed but i kind of enjoy these times in my life as i always think over what has happened in my life and i also get more alone-time. But i dont like to stay like this at all cuz i really feel that Life Should be Lived Happily and not wake up every morning Cursing everthing around us and thinking that the world sux and complain about how its bringing us down and we go down alongside it.I dont know why im writing this.I seriously think im getting into a negative state of mind now .. boy its scary.things arent what it used to be anymore like the past , its shifting n changing so rapidly that i cant keep up with the times .. unknowingly its the school holidays again for those lucky sheltered school ppl. Its really depressing when friends quarrel over a small trivial matter such as eating and the other party who started it doesnt even bother to tell u why the person is angry.i know im the type of person who doesnt like these kind of things to happen and im often likely to say sorry first although it may be the hardest word to say at times but I seriously dont like it when people put on airs and ignore whatever im trying to say.Never mind if its personal issues , i can understand but when something important comes up and i need to know somethings and you dont bother to say anything i really feel that its not right.To me , those who know me well would know that if i dont try or make an effort anymore, it will be pretty more or less hard for me to do anything although i forget such matters easily i also dont forgive easily, once you've lost my trust.. thats it . things are not making sense anymore in my life.

Poly Life ! ArghhHH !

Hey guys .. i just realised its been a super long time since i blogged ... so here i am .. poly life is really packed .. super different from secondary school .. well maybe its because i got so used to slacking that the shift didnt really go well hahah ! I really gotta thank God for giving me wonderful friends in my poly life ... Awa Odori !!! ^^ I think im really constricted with the huge amount of projects i have .. n i look at others .. they seem like much better off in other polys .. i see people with 2 projects n im wondering why the Heck do i get 5 projects =/ haha ! Jia YOU ! I gotta study hard ... ^^ hahahahah !
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