Another friday

Todays the last day of my "internship" hahah! had a long lunch with my superiors haha. pretty fun people lols! its alot of fun working with them.


the week was great except for thurs. the day of the 5 factors. never thought i'd experience a day like that. well theres a first for everything. that day has gotta be my worst day ever experienced. the many events on thursday really set me thinking about my life right now. Is that the way i truly want to live. i find myself putting on so many masks that i forget which one is the real me.


To be honest, there are only a handful of people who have really seen me for who i am. well enough of that. That was an " emo" moment brought to you by Nick TV. thanks for tuning in.


ha, now come s the big question that i have been pondering about throughout the whole week, SHOULD I WORK AWAY MY HOLS! part of me says yes, part of me says no. i dont need the money, the experience is what i need and its good but yea, im feeling lazy after the whole thing. anw i gt until tmr to decide. not long though.


Too many questions that need an answer. Dont judge me for what you see on the surface, thats just the tip of the iceberg, the tip of the iceberg......