IM IN LOVE!

oh mannn im in love! hahah!
it all started with BSD's e-learning assignment this week hahaha!!!
what has it done to me!! lols

i thought i wanted something else but after this




I WANT AN iPHONE!!!!!

woohoo

how long has it been since i last blogged? I CANT REMEMBER!! lols! but it certainly has been a veryyy veryyyy long time ago hhahaha....


Nick has a new hobby! Nick has a new plan! Nick has a new! as jon would say... "OH shutup!" hahahah!!! lols! just finished a jog with the soon to be police mata! or however u spell it hahah! as suyin would say it, as always.... its FUN! muahah

so well coming back to the NEW HOBBY!!! lols its running!! lols i enjoy the cool breeze when u run at night. now I CAN IMAGINE THE SHOCKED FACES RIGHT NOW!!! dont u try to hide it!! hahah!

IT FUNNNN if u can get past the uggghhhh shit "the Chicken Curry is coming up!!!" adapted from the life and times of the not so famous Kevin Schoff MUAHHAHA!!! lols!!

so well thats settled.... THE NEW PLAN! hahahaaa so yupppp announcing my decision for the coming year, well this is not exactly what i want but if the Man upstairs wants me to i'll do it! haha

well Thats regarding my job attachment programme, so yup its either singapore or overseas which would most probably mean china.... so God wanted me to go overseas, so i shall comply hahah! so yup DONT MISS ME MUAHAHAH!!! lols....

well then again its only 6 months, ohhh mannn im gonna miss alot of people but well it aint confirmed yet if i can get it ha. but we'll see...


you know sometimes i just dont get what you are thinking about, maybe i never will but one things for sure, its not time yet. but yup, many encouragements from people can never beat a single one from you.

well that was intended for someone whom i think will never come here anyway hahah! so well thats just my thoughts just disregard it haha!


so well, actually i wanted to say emo but then again after the video Von showed me i'd be rather much happier NOT saying it hahah!!! after i saw this particular guy called moonshine - what a name to have for a MAN! OMGOSHHHHH!! lols!

if u wanna watch it heres the link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-6Dmg_4ZA2Y&NR=1

looking back at where we first met.

after reading some posts about the past, i cant help but miss the good old days which now seem like a ever so fleeting dream, cuz all of us have our cliques and stuff now.


one thing i have to agree with is that we're definitely drifting apart, sometimes its due to the fact that some issues that have happened in the past year which have changed our attitudes and ways we see each other.


If theres one thing i hate its wearing a mask, everytime i try to take it off... events, circumstances and happenings dampen my spirits and forces me to put on that mask again so much so sometimes i just give up trying and not say anything at all.

and yea, school is definitely not like it used to be with all the changes in classes and sometimes politics, gossiping. rare per say but none the less it still happens. this is not directed at anyone, its just my thoughts.

FOOD POISIONING

food poisoning ytd. all thanks to the wonderful noodles i cooked HAHAHA!!! i wish i didn't eat lunch b4 going to church LOLS!! IF ONLY IF ONLY i didn't mix the egg in the soup IF ONLY IF ONLY the egg was cooked, i wouldn't have the feverish feeling. IF ONLY is the one thing i don't regret. I'm Glad it happened.



why do u say that? NICK ARE U MAD?!?! u want to be sick?
NO DUH! School starts on mon and i know my body very well. whenever i get that feeling i go down for 3 days straight. Well God had other plans, i really gotta thank Him for that. At the time when june was sharing about Bondage breaker, i was feeling better after praying but still it was lingering around. right up to the point i reached home.

Of course i still continued praying but the heat was like continuously spreading, to be honest it felt like deja vu all over again. just like the time when i first entered into God's presence, i was sick as well mind you! LOLS! and its the same food poisoning haha!

so the SCARY THING WAS that i REMEMBERED THE BEE i was talking to kaixin about the night before and IT NEVER LEFT MY ROOM! then i heard the buzzing sound... SHUCKS! what is it doing in my room at this point of time. and before i knew it. I CAUGHT SOMETHING ON MY NECK! YUCKS!

IT WAS THE STINKING BEE!!! well of course i threw i with all my "remaining" strength and the rest was history. the sting was still on according to my mum who came in later LOLS! thank God for that.

and yups! WOKE UP TODAY AND TADA! im well again! THANK GOD FOR THAT! hahah!

help! im having a slang problem!

man help! im having a slang problem! i can't switch back!!! wells today was pretty cool hanging out with kev and celebrating gladys' birthday. saw a cool phone, the motorola v8. guess im nt going to get it, better wait for the v9. its REALLY stlyish.

tmr's the last day of camp for the kids. man im so gonna miss those little guys.

mon - wed

well many things have happened during the past few days. from the kids to new friends to new responsiblities to new everything ha even to the extent in the change of skin colour.


YES, IM BURNT RED! haha wish i could take a photograph and show u guys but yea, i don't wanna have anyone getting nosebleeds yea! hahah just kidding.


well, i think at the end of this camp im gonna miss those little monsters =p even though their noisy, rough, playful and a whole lot more other reasons which go on and on. I still love them! ahah.


Seeing the smiles on their faces while their having fun or trying to get your attention just warms my heart. EVEN THOUGH it hurts sometimes too lols!



many things have changed in the past few days, on tues we gt a new member joining us... well not so new ha! yup so in addition to gladys, olivia, wendy, jason, edwin and i, we have 7 ppl =D


so whos this mystery person? hha its none other then kaixin lols! for those who are from church, yea you know her! she came before =)



so WEDNESDAY! the double tenth.

the day that was supposed to be the killer UNCOOL WET DIRTY day turned out pretty well! we brought the jurong east swimming complex. in the morning i was thinking MAN! theres alot of kids! hows 3 ppl gonna handle such a rowdy bunch!


but well yea 5 ppl's ok =D LOLS! ahhh what the heck lols! ur getting bored right? LOLS!so yup thats it. "short" and sweet haha!

friday!

its friday! i did something completely utterly meaningless today to kill time while waiting for gladys and olivia ha!

i walked from far east plaza to plaza sing and back just to check something out. well anyway, the passport size photo taken today was absolutelyyyyy ugggghhhhh!!!!

hahah! thanks to gladys who this morning sms me... ehhh bring ur passport size photo!! hahaha ! jk jk. (no -ing-, corrected by junyi -.- ) hahah! im not blaming anyone, just myself ha!




met gladys n oli's friend, wendy. hahah! hmmm so after briefing i know so much.

mission code name: KIDDY CAMP!
target: KIDS
Attire: Shirt, 3 quarts
Safety precaution level: RED



hahah mannnn kids =d hahah!! sounds like fun! but 3 quarts!!! swimwear? whooooooo! in orchard hahah! thats a first for me =D



you never know till you try they always say ha!





and yea, while browsing through the ngee ann website just now i found this!!

if ur wondering gosh how come their dressed like that ? thats cuz its GE ladies and gentlemen, granado esparda ha! the lady in white behind me is perlyn ha, other than that, i dont know anyone else ha!

just an announcement to make: JIASHENG,JACKSON,KENNY &KAIHIONG we gotta meet next week to draft our testimonials for OCBC! contact me asap pls.

Take You Back

Jeremy Camp - Take You Back

The reason why I stand

The answer lies in you

You hung to make me strong

Though my praise was few

When I fall and bring your name down

But I have found in you

A heart that pleads forgiveness

Replacing all these thoughts

Of painful memories

But I know That your response will always be

[Chorus]

I'll take you back always

And even when your fight is over now

Even when your fight is over now

I'll take you back always

And even when the pain is coming through

Even when the pain is coming through

I'll take you back

You satisfy this cry Of what I'm looking for

And I take all I can

And lay it down Before the throne of endless grace, now

That radiates what's true

I'm in the only place

That erases all these faults

That have overtaken me

But I know That your response will always be

[Repeat Chorus]

I can only speak With a grateful heart

As I'm pierced by this gift

Of your love

I will always bring an offering
I can never thank you enough

[Chorus Two]

You'll take me back always

And even when my fight is over now

Even when my fight is over now

You'll take me back always

And even when my pain is coming through

Even when my pain is coming through

You'll take me back always

Even when my fight is over now

Even when my fight is over now

You'll take me back always

Even when my pain is coming through

Even when my pain is coming through

You'll take me back

This song really touched my heart and it reminds me that no matter what we've done, God will take us back. He'll never leave or forsake us. This song draws me to worship God in a way thats personal and in a way i know Him.

one closes another opens

haha, i never thought i'd miss working... i guess its pretty boring to be at home during the holidays. but well yea, i guess i'll be working next week tgt with gladys and oli, well see how it goes ha. if i do work, its gonna be the first time working as a so called camp "teamleader" or something like that for kids haha @ american club hah! sounds like fun though so why not! hah.

OCBC memories!

Thats all of us at Segment & portfolio management! haha well at least us and our supervisors =D
From left to right(1st photo): Gloria, jackson, Kenny, Kaihiong, Patrick, me, Jiasheng, Kuek siong & Xana.

This one is just the guys =D from left to right: Patrick, Jiasheng, Kenny, me, kuek siong & Dominic.


Hahah working at OCBC is truly fun and enriching experience, i really learnt alot about loads of stuff, some which i cant say but yup, some take backs that i feel that i truly benefitted from was the courage i gained after contacting various people and attending loads of meetings and taking minutes etc. the thing about it was that most of them were VPs from other departments which was TRULY TRULY scary! if u asked me to call a bank officer i'd be like ok... but VP! omgosh! not one but many lols. this month has really been a really meaningful one, working together with them at OCBC not forgetting jackson, jiasheng, kenny & kh! haha.... sometimes i cant imagine working alone, it would be rather boring to do so but yea, IAP would leave me with no choice haha. unless we all go back to OCBC to work again haha. I love it there, although sometimes or lets say i always finish work so quickly (quality hor!) that i would be left with nth to do for quite a while.


Yup, on the last day we really got to know our supervisors a whole lot more haha. They Lunched with us at Botan haha, a jap restaurant. really cool place. i still remember jiasheng was so enthusiastic in approaching the waitress! hahah!


Jiasheng: " is she from singapore?" and a whole lot more... hahah ! HE ACTUALLY ASKED HER.... the same happened at toast box LOLS!! i think the toast box waitress was thinking: " hmmm i think this guy is INTERESTED IN ME! why didn't he ask for my number?" HAHAH!!!


Very fun workin at OCBC! im gonna miss the work & the Recreational club hahah ! lols! but yea, nothing beats working with your friends hahah! cuz without them, nothings really fun anyway =D

questions answered

ooh yea, i finally made up my mind on one thing after ages of contemplation, im nt gonna be working in the next two weeks. REST is more important, hmm i sometimes wonder why i'm so indecisive about such matters.


you know sometiems i just wonder why, when your gut feeling tells you its nt right being around some people, you still do and you end up feeling hurt. i guess sometimes its the trust factor that prevents us from showing who we really are and letting our guard down, that might be the same for most of us.


but yea, i thank God for my pals that stuck with me through thick and thin.

Another friday

Todays the last day of my "internship" hahah! had a long lunch with my superiors haha. pretty fun people lols! its alot of fun working with them.


the week was great except for thurs. the day of the 5 factors. never thought i'd experience a day like that. well theres a first for everything. that day has gotta be my worst day ever experienced. the many events on thursday really set me thinking about my life right now. Is that the way i truly want to live. i find myself putting on so many masks that i forget which one is the real me.


To be honest, there are only a handful of people who have really seen me for who i am. well enough of that. That was an " emo" moment brought to you by Nick TV. thanks for tuning in.


ha, now come s the big question that i have been pondering about throughout the whole week, SHOULD I WORK AWAY MY HOLS! part of me says yes, part of me says no. i dont need the money, the experience is what i need and its good but yea, im feeling lazy after the whole thing. anw i gt until tmr to decide. not long though.


Too many questions that need an answer. Dont judge me for what you see on the surface, thats just the tip of the iceberg, the tip of the iceberg......

Life?

well i can't say this week was smashing though, pretty much ups and downs but Thank God for the week anyway! hahaha! lols my mum told me this morning while driving in the car, TGIF! Thank God its Friday haha! yea, friday is awesome.


at OCBC, the guys in my department dont get to dress down on fridays, pretty sad or maybe not. i guess its cuz they want us to look good everyday =D haha! kidding! nothing happens for a coincidence right? haha! finally we got our project done today! yays. We finished a report in 2 days lols! pretty Sweet report. wouldn't have been possible without all our efforts, great leadership as usual from jackson.


i learnt an interesting lesson today, its better to have a group with all leaders than one with only 1 leader. it might seem like nonsense but in actual fact, it does make some sense as leaders fuel the ideas and get things done faster, wheras a group with only one leader would mean all the group mates relying on that one. If you dont get it, i'd be glad to explain haha!


point is, thats how my group is haha! its not a bad thing though, we drive results hahah! really hope that the selection for IS next monday will go smooth with the company's computer which lags like mad when u refresh it.


I guess i finally understand why some guys value their career over their girls, its probably the sense of achievement and recognition that make them go for such a path instead. well then again, it wouldn't hurt to have balance of both. in fact, its better. i cant wait to drive....


many familiar faces at OCBC this time around haha. kenny's friends and i think i saw monica, dont know which floor she's working on though haha. many fun things to do there, i can't imagine working without friends. but i guess its an inevitable fact of life in the future, you have to adapt and make new friends i guess.

Friday Night FEVA!

Hello Ladies and Gentlemen, its been a cruelly long week but im glad to say that FRIDAY takes the cruel out of the picture. work went on for quite a bit. well one thing i didn't expect to happen was that i'd be having a meeting in a table tennis room =D oh what fun it was haha!!


THE MAIN ATTRACTION!
Jon and I Celebrated Evan's Birthday today =D HAHAH!! It was a smashing good time out with the guys! haha...just hanging out with ur brothers is the best thing any guy could probably do, apart from your girlfriend/wife that is. if u are attached...U need to spend time with them! thats when u cut down slightly to have time for them. But hey! Life with the Bros are really fun =)
Its because theres never a dull moment.


We went to Aijisan Ramen for Dinner =D courtesy of the birthday boy. lets see.... upcoming birthday jon =D another treat ! WHEE!! then its gonna be my birthday. We actually planned on watching a movie but all the shows were scheduled at around 9+ so we decided to go to ben and jerries haha! some place i never thought we 3 would go haha!


thats where the patriotic side of us shined through... we ate the "merlion" package. i forgot the name to be exact. all i remembered was the picture of a what seemed to be merlion and the 6 ice-creams and the sweet deal. hahah!


thats where the 3 of us discovered something about one another haha! No we don't Cam whore! haha we Love taking Videos! haha! I realised that Videos are really the best means of capturing the moment, the emotions and the joy =D


Cheers and heres to many more Bros!

INTERNSHIP

HELLO! its been a pretty long time since i blogged lols! anyways, this is the day my second chance began yup. Internship at OCBC, hahah up till now i've been telling my friends and reminding them we're working for experience! not money... hahha! its pretty easy to say it before u actually do it but yea, i found it hard reminding myself of it whilst working today.

Man its the first day and im already on my toes, pressed for time and demanded for quality. thats the true pressure of working life i guess, not really temp work which is relatively less stressful and not to mention higher paying.

with so much things to grumble about and its a Mon afterall, i guess i'd never forget this one thing, that God gave me a second shot at this Job and i dont think its a coincidence cuz afterall nothing happens by coincidence when God's involved. so yea thats why im gonna do my best in my work for Him, even if i cant find anything else to motivate myself, ill still do it for Him.

its rather nostalgic coming back to this mainheadquarters of OCBC again, all the familiar faces and the past experiences which are too many too count here. So much has changed since the last time/s. well i guess one thing i can look forward to is the company of my friends =D

they are Jiasheng,Jackson,Kenny&Kaihiong. haha, Me and Jiasheng were assigned to work individually and Jack,Ken and Kh are in a team hahah. the works pretty tough for me and js today, cuz right smack at the start we gt a deadline to fufill, i never thought doing a project which is due in 2 days. Js' is like pmkt but reduced to 3days time frame...

Learnt plenty today though and i guess working for executives are pretty stressful in that as well. the Atmosphere and environment is really screaming SERIOUSNESS. I need energy and brain juice...i never thought i'd use so much brain power in a day continuously, its good training i guess.

Monday blues...well not really, its just monday rain. well Tues is another day, hopefully a more exciting one at that. i guess there are somethings i wish i din do in the past but i guess its no point regretting now, to think of it on the positive side, i wouldnt have met so many of my close buddies right now if it werent for the action/issue that happened. all im hoping is for a change, im not gonna force it. its a funny thing at that. sometimes i wonder why bother?

For those taking Prelims, Promos and exams that are coming up soon, I wish you all the best and cherish the hours and time you have. have the will and God will provide the power. when u dont feel like studying, do the opposite. don't give yourself and opportunity to look back and regret. Its alright to feel scared sometimes because of the events that might occur after those exams, but don't let it consume you but i pray that it gets you back on your feet and motivate you to do your best and study with a fresh new determination. all the best.

Basketball

Holidays aint gonna be so boring afterall haha! Evan came over today to "chiong" an online game called 2moons haha. pretty fun game. I love the Lion i have =D so CUTE! haha


anyways, met some of the guys for some Basketball today haha! lols! Pretty Tiring =D but its kinda of enjoyable lols! Stuff we usually do - Bullet, ABC and yea full court match lols!
full court matches are OMGOSH! super tiring, u gotta run alot lols! honestly, i regreted eating some chocolate before the game lols! put in me is some pretty unfavourable conditions haha!!!

I did 30 pushups today la cuz of ABC, well heres how the abc goes la, i dunno if im right... just learnt it today ha. u gotta shoot from different angles and postions around the court, if u airball one of the shots its restart lols! so yea we played like that, top prize - 50 push ups, 2nd prize 40 and 30 so on ... only winner doesnt have to do LOLS!

Tired haha.. was supposed to do 40 more but WOO HOO! Lights off then dunnid do le lucky =D
Round 2 tmr =D + Swimming =P

hahaha yups... thats about it for today.

T-O-W-N

OHHHSHA!!! finally Pmkt IS OVER!! hahaha, i loved the paper today =D THANK YOU LORD!! i never expected to remember all those facts i crammed in at the 12th hour(12am) HAHAH!! lols! really love ya Lord hahah!

YAY YAY YAY!! exams are over! eye bags are deepening Slept at 5am today.... i cant imagine the amount of energy i still have right now after a full day at town hahah!!!

TODAY TODAY! after the exams, the guys --> Yuguang,Dingren,Alan,Vincent,Jiasheng,Jackson,Kenny and Kaihiong and of course not forgetting me =P went to TOWN!! u must be thinking... " WHAT ARE U NUTS!?!?!" u only slept for 2 HOURS!!!!

Well i guess i am =D wells today, we wasted 1hr getting to decide on where to eat -.- ( usually Girls do this =D ) hahhaa!!! so yups, FINALLY decided on Billy bombers =D hahaha!! WE gt Band Jerry ice cream !!! YAY YAY! hahaha

so then we went to play pool at Kpool for about an hour and went down to Paradiz Center to DATONA!!! ahahha! i finally get the meaning of TO THE MAX!

Its actually DATONA +D super fun hahah!!! u get to play 20 rounds!!! TWENTY!!!! for FIFTY Cents!!! thats so worth it !! HAHAH!! China Men are so clever.... ~~~~~34.50! u save 50 cents! so that u can Play to the MAX! hahaha!! lols! LAME!

anyways, Mum suprisingly came over and gave me a LIFT home and just when i reached home, it poured... WOOSH thank God =D

anways! gonna be at kenny's tmr hahah! BASKETBALL, EAT the icecream those KAWAI japanese girls were eating and SWIM SWIM SWIM =D

OH yea! work starts on 3rd Sept... Business Analytics project =D
Dont think ill be going overseas next year no more...cuz i'd miss my home,friends,church haha!
Well it all depends on the countries again and the situations... haha! might go afterall might not.

~off to watch Kaze No Stigma =D
ps. i just love anime hahah!

PMKT

Im supposed to be studying now but oh well.. i sorta gt bored of that song... so heres a new one


Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your faceYou still wonder if we made a big mistake

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (oh-no)

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Incomplete


Thats the song for now i guess... incomplete. OKIES back to courting pmkt... my notes are so full with holes. hmmm shall i skip some chapts like kh ? haizzz. LAST PAPER! gambatte.

and oh. hikaru no go was awesome =D

Maximum overhaul

My heart was broken today by a very special ______.... i dont know how to describe it, that ______ can make me Happy beyond compare and yet sad with just its expression. its really easy to understand but very difficult to put into writing.


WDA OH WDA..... HAHAHAH!!! lols !!! monday blues for some of us, the moment i stepped out of the Convention Halll, screams of agony and pain were all about... shouting and screaming
"NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!" , "ARGH" , "****" yea all that and more at NgeeAnns Convention hall =D


Experience it today !

WDA to be honest was pretty bad. our tutor gave us the WRONG thing to study and saying that 100% come out! LOLS! His name is ELAN GOVAN! LOLS!



Jackson: " SI ELANGOVAN "

lols! see the fury ! hahah, anyways monday ain't necessary bad, it gets better when u have fun with ur pals playing basketball =D


Jackson,Jiasheng,Kenny, Dingren and Chin Feng were there haha!! LOLS! played for about 4-5 hours straight through from 5 to about 10. as i expected... i ALWAYS get injured when playing basketball HAHAH!! but this time i was lucky i guess ha!


Rebounds are deadly, thats a clue. pretty painful for awhile! LOLS!! good thing is that i learnt how to Layup a little better hahah! stamina definitely improved as well hahah..


PMKT is all that stands in the way, let the courtship begin =D
ps. i seriously think too much.
TIREDNESS HITS HARD...off to bed i go.

FLU AND BMGT

Friday blues have hit me really hard for the first time.funny thing that fridays are the days u'd say phew... finally some rest. GOSH!!!!! today its.. oh shiz 25 hours to study a 9 chapter long module.

Sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick SICK!!!!!! Blaw gave me flu haha how nice lols!! but thank God that i managed to do the paper quite well i think.. i guess the strain was worth it. Kenny asked me this question: " eh how come u guys find last min chionging so fun? " honestly speaking... IT ISN'T its thrilling =D

Hey.. everyone needs a whackjob moment lols!! gave it some thought...perhaps just like evan said.. the stronger drive took over, the want and need to score and do well ha. it gets painful sometimes lols.. i find myself cutting my________.

dont get shocked! HAHA!! it happens all the time if ur rushing for exams.. with all the stacks of paper and stress, people just feel so overwhelmed and irritated by it.
Just when u concentrate and get down to studying... Flip Flip Flip.....*OUCH!


PAPER CUT

SO the answer to the blank would be Finger!


u know all this while i've been blogging and wondering where my tools went to... eg ur font colour etc. i realised i was on the edit html section when i tried to bold something and it came out with a text haizzz lolsss!!!!

i cant imagine how 2 days straight without much sleep wld affect me in church tmr...


SO GUYS


Many apologies if im moody, its cuz i'm really really really really really really really really TIRED.





God i pray, give me energy and strength.. thats all im asking